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Okay. Hi.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1.0,4.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Hi.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=4.0,7.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: How did you come to be in Fresh Meadows?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=7.0,11.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I was born and raised here, I have never lived anywhere else. I've been here all 27 years.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=11.0,19.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Nice.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=19.0,19.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Yeah. My parents migrated from the Philippines. They actually ended up in California at first, and then my dad worked in a factory and the factory ended up burning down. They migrate-- we had some family members here in Queens, so we migrated over here. But I was born here.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=19.0,38.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Have you ever considered living anywhere else?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=38.0,42.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Maybe California. More so because of the weather, that would be only the biggest reason. Other than that I don't know. New York is so embedded in my, I feel like in my DNA, I don't know where else I would go.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=42.0,62.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Yeah. Before the pandemic, what was a typical day like for you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=62.0,68.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: A typical day, if I'm not working, I usually go home, eat, maybe exercise or play basketball at open gym. Just with the community around here in Fresh Meadows or with my friends, or go to the bar, have a drink or have dinner with friends or brunch, those are usually my activities. And then obviously play with my dogs, I have two dogs.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=68.0,99.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Lovely. And when you say community, what is that community for you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=99.0,105.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Like I said, I've grown up in, I've lived in Fresh Meadows my whole entire life. I went to PS 26, which is three blocks from where I am. I ended up going to Ryan J Middle School, which is in Fresh Meadows as well. And then in high school, I went to Francis Lewis High School. Most of my friends I've been friends with since sixth grade, sixth grade up until maybe 10 years old to 15 years old. That's when I met all my close friends who 'til this day, I'm still very close with as well. 'Cause we all either went to the same school together or we played basketball together. When I say the community, the person who actually runs open gym, his name is Paul Sevino. He actually coaches at St Francis Prep. He does a lot of volunteer coaching with the [unclear] program in Ryan Middle School. We'd host these open gym where anybody in the community or even outside the community, like friends of friends that wanted to play ball, you can come in [unclear] and play ball. It's a pretty nice thing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=105.0,176.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: And what was the typical day like if you were working? Before the pandemic.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=176.0,182.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I work thirteen point five hour shifts, and my shift is 10:30 to midnight. A typical day if I was working is I would literally get up, get ready to go to work, and that was it. My whole day would just be to work. When I do work, I work in something called the PACU, which is post anesthesia care unit. And what we do is recover patients from anesthesia after surgery, essentially just like the recovery room. We'd get patients-- and there is different severities of how sick they are or how complicated their surgeries are-- but for the most part, we usually get patients, they usually wake up, and we are able to talk to them and they go home.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=182.0,222.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Mhm. And how did you start doing that?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=222.0,225.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I've been a nurse for about six years now. I started out in Med-Surg. Didn't enjoy the field so much, even though I viewed it as very essential because of the skills. Ended up going to an outpatient ambulatory setting called the [unclear] Care Positions in Jamaica where I was the supervisor for the OB-GYN department and specialties. Didn't enjoy management so much so I just, the great thing about nursing is that you could keep searching and researching and just asking people in different fields how they felt about the jobs and what ended up happening, as I'm looking for something that kind of was like my niche-- a lot of people recommended peri-op, which is just basically operating room post-op, which I'm doing now. And then ambulatory as well, which is post-op as well. I spoke to a lot of people, and getting into the PACU is somewhat a little bit difficult, especially in the hospital, because it is competitive. You usually need like ICU, they'd rather have someone that's ICU or ER experienced. And a lot of nurses do like PACU. They end up trying to go in there, so it took me about seven, eight months 'til I could finally get a job at where I am now. And I ended up loving it. It was like a great balance of at least where I am for the PACU I still use my skills, but it's not so much of a burnout that these other nurses face in other specialties.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=225.0,323.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: How did that change recently? Given the everything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=323.0,330.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: My work life, well my life in general got flipped kinda upside down. They ended up, in the recovery room you have an open space. It's not like the usual rooms you see in the hospital, there's maybe like two people per room or even one person per room, and there's different rooms in the recovery room because it's considered to be just a short term space as in, you're not even supposed to stay overnight for the most part. We just have curtains that separate each patient. What ended up happening because our hospital became a COVID epicenter, where they sent a lot of patients to us, and they also designated our hospital to kind of decompress all the other hospitals that were extremely overwhelmed. They converted our OR and our PACU into an ICU. We were called the RICU, the Respiratory ICU. And it was a makeshift ICU.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=330.0,392.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: They basically took three days to build walls in our recovery room and make it quote unquote \"negative pressure,\" which was extremely difficult because in our recovery room and in the OR, there are no windows. There's nothing of that sort to kind of take the air out to begin with. So they made these makeshift walls. We had to, if you were outside of the room, or what we call the walls, we still had to wear a N95 just 'cause a lot of us didn't feel safe that these negative pressure rooms really held COVID. That was one thing and then another thing is because they made this into a whole brand new unit, essentially, we had to staff this unit, so half of us had to nightshift. We went, so I went from working 10:30 to midnight, literally 'til the next, they gave us like a one day advisement or I guess two or three days, depending on when that next week would start, and then all of a sudden I had to work 7:00 PM to basically 8:30 AM. So it was definitely a big change.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=392.0,471.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Yeah. That sounds like a huge change.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=471.0,474.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Yeah. It got flipped upside down. [laughs] And then the fact that, thankfully we were offered the hotel for people who didn't want to bring this back home to their families. I ended up staying in Times Square Sheridan. I'm actually still there. Now I come home here and there, but I'm still there and I've been there for months.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=474.0,499.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Hm. What is that experience--[crosstalk]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=499.0,499.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: [crosstalk] Sorry?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=499.0,499.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Sorry, say again?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=499.0,501.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: That itself was an experience. [laughs]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=501.0,506.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: I'd love to hear more about that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=506.0,508.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: What was nice is that they did have a shuttle that came back and forth. However, sometimes the times didn't always work out. I picked up a lot of overtime when I became nightshift, just because they threw in OR nurses and other nurses who had no critical care background at all to care for critical care patients. And these patients are extremely sick. I was going to overtime and do trainings. I would teach other nurses what basically they need to know to help all the other nurses that are primarily taking care of these patients. And then I would also go in to call patient families, just 'cause we were aware that because this whole pandemic was happening, people were not being able to-- people weren't able to contact the doctors or hospitals as much as they wanted because everybody was so overwhelmed.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=508.0,559.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I remember one night coming in, I had to basically, I called nearly every patient family in our unit. And this was late, this was maybe at 8:00. And then after speaking to all of them, I would ask them if they would like to send pictures to me so I could put it next to the [unclear] family, If they would like to FaceTime if they haven't seen them. And obviously we want, most of them said they would love to see them because they haven't seen them in four weeks. And I would have to do some explaining in terms of like, listen, they don't look what you would expect them to look, their face is a little bit swollen and the tube is down the throat. You might see, just as a heads up so they don't get super shocked of when they're going to see them. And doing this-- it ended up being like 1:00, 2:00 AM and every single family member when I tell you stayed up that late to wait, they all waited that long. Just 'cause I was going down the list.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=559.0,613.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: And unfortunately at those times when I would go home around 2:00, 3:00 AM, there weren't any shuttles. I don't think there was Ubers at that time either, or I don't know what the whole thing with Ubers were, and it wasn't safe to take the train. So I ended up taking Citi Bikes back home at like 3:00 AM. Or at least to Times Square. In the beginning of my Times Square stay, my hotel stay, it was the Sheraton in Times Square. It wasn't that pleasant just 'cause I think the people that were working there were also very scared of what was going on, which is understandable. For whatever reason, this hotel didn't have a microwave either for the first month and a half. And you know, we had no fridge. I had to ask for a fridge and thankfully they put a fridge in my room, but it was definitely a struggle in terms of just like-- just little things, like being able to cook for yourself. I had to bring a flat grill, I brought a blender, I brought a rice cooker just cause I can't, I don't eat out every day, I'm used to eating at home. So that was a struggle.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=613.0,684.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Previous to temporarily living in the hotel, do you live with other people?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=684.0,691.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Yes. I live with my family. It's my parents and two of my brothers.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=691.0,697.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: What's it like to live alone?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=697.0,700.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: It was okay. I have very supportive-- my family and my friends are very supportive. Even days that I felt very lonely-- I had my best friend, Ashley, who I grew up with since I was in sixth grade. She FaceTimed me every single day during COVID to make sure I was okay. My parents checked in all the time, my brothers were texting me, my friends were always sending me food, sending me things to the hotel, making sure I was eating, checking up on me. It was definitely different because I myself have never lived away from home. I didn't go away for college. I've always been home my whole entire life. And I had my times where I got lonely, but it wasn't too bad. I've experienced--- I can't say it's horrible. It was just okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=700.0,752.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: It sounds like you have a really exceptional community.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=752.0,755.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Yeah. I love my community. I love people that I'm around. I love Queens. To be honest, Queens is the only place that I feel like is like this. And I truly believe that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=755.0,766.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: I'd love to hear more, I also kinda feel that way. [laughter] Though I'd love to hear your experience of that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=766.0,779.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Sure. In terms of what?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=779.0,780.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Why do you think Queens is the place like this?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=780.0,785.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Well, Queens is the melting pot. You know, at a young age, I believed Queens was a melting pot and it's kind of crazy 'cause, especially with everything going on with racism, I mean racism was always there, but it's now coming to the light in another platform. And I've talked to people about their experiences with racism and me-- I didn't really [unintelligible] racism. I actually went to school outside of Queens-- my senior year of high school and my first year of college-- and when I was traveling outside for basketball games and all that stuff, that's the first time I experienced somebody looking at me a certain way because I didn't look like them. For me to grow up that whole entire time in Queens, I think that's amazing to not really feel-- I'm saying everyone's experiences are different. But also when I talk to my friends about this and when I look at my friends, everybody that I'm close friends with since sixth grade, Ryan J Middle School, my friend group, my best friend, she is Jamaican. Parents born in Jamaica, same exact thing, migrated here. My other best friend? Montenegrin, same exact situation. Parents were born in Montenegro, migrated here. Haitian, Columbian. Our friend group is so diverse and we all are different religions and different colors, yet we could all relate and talk about experiences and not feel any judgment from any of our parents or anybody, like we all come in and every single one of them treats me and all of us like we're all their children. And I don't hear that in other places. And I just, I think it's amazing.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=785.0,894.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Queens is so good.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=894.0,896.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I love Queens. I just don't know-- we are the melting pot, I just don't know if there's any other places like this.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=896.0,904.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: What has your experience of the Black Lives Matter movement in this moment been?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=904.0,913.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/43","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I think it's very powerful that this is happening. And I think it's-- a lot of people may be upset in terms of the situation happening, like what has happened and what has been continuously happening is upsetting. But in terms of what exactly is going on now with all the protests, I'm actually very happy about it, 'cause I honestly think it might be the beginning of a revolution, which is what we need. It's an injustice to human rights. It is a public health crisis completely. My whole thing is that you-- I have a hard time with people who don't see why people are upset. And I try explaining that and then you realize some people are just so close-minded that you can't explain it anymore, you just have to raise awareness as much as you can and you fight for what's right.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=913.0,970.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/44","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: As a nurse, what I've been doing is I've been going-- besides raising awareness with all COVID, I've been trying to raise awareness for voting. Because I feel like, yes, this movement is great, but what is the next step after this? We are united now, but what happens after the protests? These are things that people need to start thinking about. And my whole big thing on that is we need to be able to know who our representatives are in a local and state level, and do your research in terms of who is really for the people and who isn't. Because if not, then this is just gonna keep happening over and over. And the local and state level affects all the way up to presidency. And I think a lot of people are now starting to realize this. I've been just posting on Instagram, just raising awareness how to do mail in ballots and how to find, how to research who is running for office. 'Cause what I found out, at least for myself, it was very difficult for me to find out who the candidates were running, we're voting for June 23rd. And I would like to say I'm pretty tech savvy. I'm 27 years old. I went to college, I do my reading, and if it was difficult for me, I can only imagine everybody else how difficult it is to find out.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=970.0,1057.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/45","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I've been just trying to raise [unclear] in that I've been attending protests as well, and I've been carrying around first aid bag just because I heard what was happening in Minnesota. I heard what was happening I believe in Seattle, or was it Portland, where they were just tear gassing people. And I just think it's not right. As a nurse, we're advocates for our patients. We're advocates on and off the job, with or without uniform. And I think that's just like innate in all nurses. I actually ended up watching-- there's a very good video from the Do No Harm Coalition. And it's a two hour video basically on training on what to expect if you're going to be what we call a street medic for these protests. And it's basically, you are volunteering and you're understanding the risk of volunteering for these protests because you understand that these people are protesting for injustice and inequality, but you also understand that things are gonna go bad. With the tear gassing and the brutality and all that stuff.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1057.0,1135.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/46","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: The video kind of discusses if you see police forming a certain way, you need to move one way or the other. If someone gets tear gassed instead of putting milk, you're actually supposed to wipe it off with water. And there was like another [unclear] ingredient. They go over each weapon and what the weapon could do, even batons, rubber bullets, like how you can lose eyes. It's a great video. What happened was me and my other friend, who's also a medic, started going to these protests and we brought our own stuff just in case things were gonna happen. Fortunately enough, nothing serious has happened at least as of lately in New York. The only people that I really opened my bag for, they were just asking for Band-Aids.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1135.0,1186.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/47","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: What has it felt like to be there?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1186.0,1191.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/48","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: It's-- I don't know the feeling for it. Because to be honest, to be frank I've been angry for like three months, I've been angry, from COVID and then this-- not that the movement makes me angry, but the reasoning behind the movement makes me angry. So you come into-- or me at least-- when I go into these protests, I'm angry. I'm demanding justice as well. And at the same time-- [pause] [unclear]. I've been to about four protests now. And you know, you realize who leads the protest is really how great the protests are. And I went to one on-- what's today? Today is Wednesday. [crosstalk]--","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1191.0,1248.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/49","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: --[crosstalk] [unclear]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1248.0,1248.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/50","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I went to one-- Thursday. Today's Thursday? Today's Thursday. I went to one on Tuesday and I thought the protest itself and the marching is great. But when you have speakers that talk to you about the plan, I think that's even greater. I went to one on Tuesday and the public advocate, Jumaane Williams, came out and spoke and broke it down so smoothly, him and his team broke everything down so great. Discussing defunding the police, like when you say defund the police you can't just take away the police, we still need police. We just need people to be held accountable for their actions. So what he explained was when we say defund the police, what we want is those funds that they are getting paid, they should be invested into social work, counseling, into the communities, and he explained all that stuff and that's what we need. We need leadership to be able to see that people are united, they're there for a cause, that you need to lead the way in terms of, what are we fighting for? Where are we going? What is the next step? When I go to these protests, it's always a mix of emotions. I'm angry coming in. I'm happy to see that there are people that stand for the same cause. And then I also leave with more knowledge. And I really do believe knowledge is power. You come out, you learn something. And what I do is I talk to all my friends. They learn something and they talk to all their friends. It's an array of feelings. That's all I could say.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1248.0,1346.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/51","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: What's the anger about COVID like?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1346.0,1352.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/52","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Oh, my goodness. What I could relate to the protests is that, I'm not happy about the looting. I don't think anyone's happy about the looting. But I can understand that anger and frustration, because when we were going through COVID I literally wanted to riot in the streets because I was so angry that the government wasn't doing what they were supposed to do for these people, for our people, for us. So I understand that frustration and anger. It was one thing for our country to not be prepared, like, fine, it was a slip up. But when New York-- I really felt like New York was burning before all the protests. We were on fire already with COVID.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1352.0,1401.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/53","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I literally was watching people left and right dying. And I tell everybody this, they say that someone dies from COVID is actually a very nice way to say what actually happened to these people. These people suffered. They didn't just die. It's not like they died peacefully in their sleep. No, they did not. And to see that every shift, to talk on the phone with these families and try to comfort them and not know the right things to say, 'cause, they'll ask you, \"Are they comfortable?\" And I can't even answer that honestly. 'Cause they're not. If you have a raging, a fire in me for months now. That's why I took my-- I'm just a regular girl from Queens. That's what I tell people. I'm a regular person from Queens. I pay my taxes, I like playing basketball, I like to drink. I'm just a regular 27 year old from Queens. My friends didn't realize how bad it was in the hospital. When this was all going down, I think I took it to social media to just tell them what was really going down and how to be safe. And what ended up happening was a lot of people started listening. A lot of people started sharing my stories and that's how I got my frustration out was to basically raise awareness and advocate for the public. And that's what fuels my fire.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1401.0,1492.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/54","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: What's it been like with other nurses, to go through this with other nurses?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1492.0,1500.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/55","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I can honestly say my team, the nurses that I work with every day that were the primary nurses for these COVID-19 patients, I'm extremely proud of them. I didn't know some of the nurses-- everyone judges like a nurse in terms of their assessment skills and how they act with patients. Like everyone has their little, like, hmm. She might be better with this, they might be better with that. But even the ones that might have not came off so strong to begin with came out really-- everyone stepped up. Every single one of those nurses that stayed and were primary nurses and took initiative and didn't say \"No, I can't take this case.\" I am so proud. It makes me so proud to be a nurse.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1500.0,1549.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/56","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I really feel like we did the impossible. Especially in Filipino culture, in Filipino American culture, you tend to say that you're a nurse. And because there's a lot of-- because our-- in the eighties and nineties, a lot of Filipinos migrated here because they were nurses. The answer would just be like, oh yeah, you're a nurse like every other Filipino. And for a long time it kinda had a bad stigma for us. Not that it was bad to be a nurse, but it was like people saw you as just \"following the crowd,\" quote unquote, or following the older generation. Where it's not always the case. What if I did want to be a nurse and help people? After going through all this, I have never been so proud to be a nurse. I don't think anyone could ever say anything to me about my professional career. Because when I tell you our nurses were in those rooms, they acted as not only just the registered nurse, they acted as the doctors, they acted as the respiratory therapists, 'cause we did not have any respiratory therapists on the floor. They acted as the nursing assistants because we didn't have enough to go into the rooms. They acted like EVS, which is the cleaning services because no cleaning person went into the rooms. We emptied out our own garbage, we [unclear] our own floors. We turned our own patients. Nurses are really-- nurses and medical staff are really superheroes. I'm really, I'm genuinely proud of all the nurses that have stepped up during this time, 'cause it was not easy. Like they really-- we really did the impossible.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1549.0,1658.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/57","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Y'all really did. Obviously I can't speak for everyone, but I know I am, I'm sure the community in general is really, really grateful.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1658.0,1667.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/58","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Yeah. And they've shown it, at least in New York. I don't know about everywhere else. The clapping at 7:00 PM-- the first time I heard it, it really made me feel good. And I spoke to my best friend about this. And she was like, does it really make a difference? I was like, it does. Because you may have a nurse who had such a crappy shift who-- patients, they might've died on their shift, and as they're walking out, they hear somebody cheering for you. It makes a difference. It uplifts the spirit.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1667.0,1693.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/59","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: What feels different now than at the beginning of COVID?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1693.0,1705.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/60","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Do I see a difference?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1705.0,1707.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/61","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Oh, yeah. Yeah. What feels different in your job, in your life?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1707.0,1714.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/62","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Job-wise, profession-wise, I feel a lot more-- I was confident as a nurse, but now I feel real confident. Sometimes you think about going into a different specialty, like the ICU or the emergency room. And at first I was just like, I don't know if that's really for me, I don't know if I can really do that specialty. Just 'cause like, for example, the, ER, you don't know what you're walking into. You may have somebody coming in with bullet wounds or whatever the case is. And I was like, I don't know. I like to usually go into a job and understand, I know things could go wrong, but I usually like to know what I'm walking into.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1714.0,1751.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/63","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: After this whole experience with COVID, I just feel like I could go into any specialty and I could do it, no doubt about it. In terms of life, it's just been a little, it's just been different. I've adjust-- I would say I adjusted pretty well. I mean the first two months, it was a little different because I was night shift. Way off from what I'm doing now. I miss seeing my friends and I miss playing basketball, little things like that, but you just gotta tell yourself that it's gonna come back one day, we just don't know when. I think the safety of my family, knowing that, God willing, that my family is safe and will stay safe is what keeps me not so anxious about everything opening up and going back to playing basketball and all that stuff.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1751.0,1810.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/64","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: I'd love to hear more about basketball. What is it that you love about playing?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1810.0,1819.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/65","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Oh, sure. My dad taught me basketball when I was 14 years old. And it's more than just the sport for me 'cause what ended up happening, a brief little history of what happened to me is that I picked up basketball at 14. I was a freshman in high school and I didn't make the JV team. Well, I did make the JV team, but I made it to the point where the coach basically gave me a ran down home jersey, not even an away jersey. 'Cause he felt bad for me. He said, \"You work really hard. I can't really put you on a team, but you could stay at the home games with us. You just can't go away games with us.\" So everybody else on the team had the same jersey, had both a home and away jersey, but me, I only had this very old-- and it was like three XLs, really large on me. And it was only a home jersey and it was the number 51. And you can imagine as a 14 year old girl going to my dad telling him the story, my dad was furious. It was just like, how can you do that to a kid? What happened that summer is that my dad trained me every single day. We went to the park every single day, worked on everything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1819.0,1899.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/66","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: And when I was a sophomore in high school, what ended up happening is I went to tryouts and I made varsity. Over the JV starters. And my JV coach couldn't believe it was me. That's the reason why I love basketball so much, because it was a triumph in my life. It was something that you basically told me that you didn't think I was good enough to do something. And here I am and I showed you that I actually could. And since then I've made so many great friends. I have so many great relationships off basketball that I still keep in contact with. Even if I'm not playing basketball with my former teammates, we're still very close, we could still have a conversation out of the blue. I just think it's a sport that brings many people together. And it's not even just about the physical sport itself. When I play open gym with my friends, it's about hanging out, that's how we hang out. You could hang out not necessarily having to spend money or drink or do any of that stuff. You could just hang out and play basketball. Once you're done off the court, you're just hanging out [unclear] and then talking to me, catching up. That's why I love basketball so much that, and my dad obviously trained me when I grew up.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1899.0,1981.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/67","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: That's really great. Um-- [crosstalk].","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1981.0,1982.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/68","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: --[crosstalk] Yeah, I love [unclear]","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1982.0,1987.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/69","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Earlier you used the word revolution. I've also been using that word. Everyone's using different words and I'm curious what that looks like for you. What is the ideal end goal of a revolution?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=1987.0,2006.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/70","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Change. We need change. We can't--so everyb-- if you look into our government, everybody, that is for the most part, running our government. They're what? In their sixties and their seventies. And that's fine, I understand that. But people need to understand that it is not the way it was when they were our age nowadays. It's different. It's the same thing with, when they grilled Mark Zuckenberg-- Zuckenberg, I believe? I don't know if I'm pronouncing it right-- when they grilled him about Facebook, these people that grilled him about Facebook, were basically asking him questions about how to use the internet. These are the people that are making decisions for us. You know? So we need change. We need people to be able to-- or at least-- it's not take them out, they need to understand that things are not the same and life is different now. It can't be the same black and white rules, you have to address the grey areas.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2006.0,2073.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/71","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: And with the grey areas, that's police reform, that is jail reform. The people that you threw in jail for marijuana use, who are serving what, 10, 15 years, and now you're going to legalize marijuana. Those issues need to be addressed, you know? Healthcare, why do we not have a standardized systematic approach for our nation in a pandemic? Why is everyone just doing their own thing? And leaving it to everybody's-- I understand there's different populations, but you need a plan. You need a generalized plan. And then you go into the specifics after that. Education. A lot of talk about defunding the police, they've been defunding education for such a long time. How many arts art programs are cut? All these things, we need to address these issues. For revolution, the first step is addressing the problems. The [unclear] stuff is making the changes. It's one thing to just address them, but I need to see changes. There have to be laws made, there has to be reform, there have to be programs out there that we see. And until I see it, I don't think we're going to change. But I think, I have a good feeling. I think this is the start of it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2073.0,2149.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/72","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: I do too. What do you think COVID specifically will change? If anything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2149.0,2157.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/73","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: What will it change?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2157.0,2159.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/74","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2159.0,2161.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/75","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I would hope it changes healthcare. After seeing or going through what we did, especially from, I can't speak for-- respiratory therapy is for doctors, but from a nursing aspect, I think we should have more-- what is the word? [sigh] I forgot the exact word. But basically, people don't take nurses, especially doctors, for the most part residents, they don't take a nurse's word for something. Say we address an issue like there are too many patients here at one time. The doctors were like, no, it's okay and not really see the whole thing 'cause they're not the ones who are actually with the patients and seeing them and assessing them the way we are every minute. I think we should have, there's a certain word for it, I just can't remember, but we should have more credit for basically what we do. In terms, we can't write orders or any of that stuff, but I think maybe nurse practitioners should be to able write, for example-- sorry, let me just give you an example. There is a CRNA, right. A CRNA is a nurse anesthetist. They essentially give anesthesia. They do almost what an anesthesiologist does, for the most part. Maybe there are some things, I mean, there are some things that they don't do. However, nurse anesthetists are not allowed to write orders. And I don't know if that's a statewide thing, I don't know if it's just a hospital thing, but during COVID they reversed it, and the nurse anesthetists were able to write orders. For me it's like in a pandemic, in an emergency, if they're able to do that during this time, why can't they just do that? Like in general?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2161.0,2283.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/76","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: In terms of healthcare, one of the biggest problems also with COVID was a lot of people, besides the fact that we could not get tested because there were no tests to begin with. And then when it came out and people had to pay and people did not get tested because they thought they wouldn't be able to afford it. The testing. Which was right, I think testing came out to be a hundred something dollars, or even at one point like a thousand something dollars. And then people, patients unfortunately, this is such a sad thing, but. We would overhear patients talking to their family before they got intubated. Kind of just saying, you don't know if you're going to have extubated. You don't know what the outcome's gonna be. They're kind of saying their goodbyes. And many of these patients said, who's going to pay for this. Why is that the last thing that you have to talk to your family about? Having to figure out how to pay for your hospital visits? I don't know, there has to be a better way for Americans to get healthcare, preventative care. And I believe that's what they were trying to do these last few years, I just don't know how successful they have been. I feel like in the future in general for all of healthcare, if you could catch a problem before it becomes a problem, then why not do it? Why not invest, put the money in that rather than have them keep coming into the hospital and when they come out, they're sicker than when they came in. It's a vicious cycle. And you end up losing money in the longer run. Healthcare needs to change. At least American healthcare.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2283.0,2394.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/77","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Mhm. This is gonna sound maybe kind of crazy. But with all of this, with Black Lives Matter, with the pandemic, everything. Has anything been fun?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2394.0,2408.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/78","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Has ever been what?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2408.0,2408.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/79","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Has anything been fun?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2408.0,2414.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/80","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Fun? For the most part, I'd like to think I'm optimist. After the protests, I usually go with my coworkers. We would grab-- they take you take out drinks, at the bars. When we were headed back home, we'd get a drink, and that's been fun. Talking about our day and even discussing everything. I wouldn't say it's fun, but it's been proactive. It's been very refreshing to be able to sit down and have a conversation about the protests, about healthcare, about COVID, about what we want in change, just to have those conversations has been really good. What else have I been doing for fun? Playing with my dogs is fun. [laughs, laughter] For me, it doesn't take much for me to have a good time in something. I usually see light in something that makes me smile, even if it's the most minimal thing. Not spending money is fun. Seeing your bank account [laughs, laughter], you're not going out to dinners and eating. That? That's been very [laughs] nice for me. [laughter] I ended up saving a lot of money during COVID because I wasn't online shopping. There was nowhere to go. No online shopping, no eating out, no dinners, no going to the bars or clubs or any of that stuff.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2414.0,2522.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/81","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Last major question.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2522.0,2525.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/82","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Sure.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2525.0,2525.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/83","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: How do you think-- I guess already right now, or looking forward in the future, that the pandemic and the protests has or will change you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2525.0,2543.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/84","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: I already think it has changed me and I think I'm constantly changing and growing, for the better. I've definitely become more proactive in politics. I've been more proactive. I [unclear] always, always proactive in public health, but now I'm actually using my platform to really try to educate everybody in that sense. I do believe I'm gonna be a future leader. In what sense? I don't think I'm going to be running for Congress or any of that sort, but a leader in terms of, if there are young people out there that are looking into the nursing career or who need help with something, I feel like I'd be able to guide people in that sort. I've had people already talking to me about getting into nursing. I am in school right now, in Hunter College, to get my psychiatric nurse practitioner degree. And a main reason I did that was because I wanted to kind of tackle the issues with domestic violence and human trafficking and women's mental health. As well as public health in general for addressing like disparities and helping immigrant families with healthcare. 'Cause I feel like they're very underprivileged. And with COVID and with this movement, it has only made me more knowledgeable of how our government reacts and I guess treats the people and how our healthcare, the true colors of our healthcare and our government has shown with everything. At least for me it has, I know it's probably shown a while back but it really didn't open my eyes 'til now. And I think taking all that and having this knowledge and experience is only just gonna make me a better leader. So that's how I feel. And hopefully it happens.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2543.0,2669.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/85","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Yeah. [pause] What was it like to talk about all this?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2669.0,2674.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/86","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: A lot of people ask me about COVID and they feel-- they kind of tiptoe, they're kind of just like, you want to talk about it? I'm like I have no problems talking about it. I have no problem expressing that I am furious with what happened or I'm sad or I'm happy with certain things and this and that. And I think it's part of mental health. I'm a big advocate for mental health. If I have a hard time talking about it, I can only imagine someone who is really going through it is gonna have a difficult problem. It hasn't been bad for me, I've been very open about it and I want people to ask the uncomfortable questions. I feel like part of growth is being uncomfortable and if it makes me uncomfortable talking about it, it's something that needs to be talked about. It hasn't been too bad for me.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2674.0,2728.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/87","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Are there things that we haven't talked about yet that you'd like to?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2728.0,2735.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/88","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: In terms of COVID?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2735.0,2738.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/89","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Yeah or anything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2738.0,2740.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/90","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Not anything off the top of my head. I would love to like address issues with, I know the domestic violence rate has shot up since COVID and I would love to address those issues, but I would have to do a little more research first. Other than that, I think pretty much anything that's asked to me, I will talk about. I don't have anything off the top of my head that I haven't [unclear] or anything.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2740.0,2774.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/91","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Cool. Cool. Thank you so much. Once we stop the recording, I'll tell you like the next step stuff.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2774.0,2782.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/92","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Sure.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2782.0,2782.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/93","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: When you're ready. I will turn off the recording.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2782.0,2786.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/94","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Patricia Tiu: Yeah. Yeah. I'm ready whenever you are.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2786.0,2788.0"},{"id":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688/transcript/32150/annotation/95","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"Jamie Beckenstein: Cool.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://queenslibrary.aviaryplatform.com/collections/943/collection_resources/31398/file/123688#t=2788.0,2788.57143"}]}]}]}